update~

oh yes! finally tests over! only left ERP2 and that's all~ heee! i got 3.84 for my GPA this time! i felt so unsatisfy with my history lo -^-.. 1 more percent then i got 4.0.. if not my GPA would have been 3.92 le - -... anyway, i did great for my english tests~ =D.. all my recent tests i got 4.0 haha~ 17/20 for english, 20/25 for geography, 13/15 for history~.. SADLY!!! my best subject (which is math) drop! UGH!! i got 3 careless mistake- -... damn careless... taking wrong number to divide, expand wrongly (cuz see wrong number), and read the whole question wrongly - -... DAMN!!! i got 23/30 only - -... almost got killed by the teacher haha~ oh yes! not to mention my CSP~ the test was a 1h 10min one - -... i finish in under 10 minute and got full mark wakakaka!!

anyway, not much about my life besides this - -... just that i've got 4days holiday this week xD~ recently i've been quarrel with one of my group member again- -.... he don't do any damn work lo... his report given to me was total crap - -... worst still, he asked me to help him and 3 more members to do the report after he made a deal with me that i'll do the promo poster all alone and they will finish up the report... i've already done that goddamned poster half-way le and he came bitching around - -"..

by the way, around what time we all meeting at bhps this monday? my sch got holiday wa haha~!

To Wingyan

Haiku: Contains three unrhymed lines and usually includes 17 syllables in lines of 5, 7, and 5 syllables. Haikus generally describe scenes in nature.

In the rains of spring,

An umbrella and raincoat

Pass by, conversing

Limerick: This is a five-line poem with the rhyme scheme aabba. Lines one, two and five may have from 8-11 syllables, and lines three and four may have from 5-7 syllables. It has a bouncy rhythm and it is usually humourous.

There once was a limerick called Steven

Whose rhyme was very uneven

It didn’t make sense

It wasn’t funny

And who’d call a limerick Steven anyway?

Sonnet: This has fourteen lines and is usually written in iambic pentameter, which means each line contains 10 syllables, with an accent of falling on every other syllable. There is also a rhyme scheme of abab cdcd efef gg. Sonnets centre on aspects of love, nature, inner struggles of the soul and other diverse subjects.

Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer’s lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimmed;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature’s changing course untrimmed.

But thy eternal summer shall not fade,

Nor lose possession of the fair thou ow’st;

Nor shall death brag thou wander’st in his shade.

When in eternal lines to time thou grow’st:

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

Riddle Poem: This indirectly describes a person, place, thing or idea. The reader must try to figure out the subject of the riddle. A riddle poem can be any length and usually has a rhyme scheme of abcb or aabb.

The beginning of eternity

The end of time and spoace,

The beginning of every end,

The end of every place.

Ode: This poem celebrates a person, animal or objects and is often written without the constraints of formal structure or rhyme.

Oh Mr Brown!

How I wish grammar

Was as interesting,

As you.

The only active

Or passive things

To me are your

Movements.

Who cares about

Verbs, unless you’re

Holding, kissing, touching, stroking, caressing

My hand?

If you want, you can even make it

Carefully, softly, gently, lovingly, continually,

Adverbial.

Oh Mr Brown!

Don’t you know that

Devine, handsome, suave, cuddly, heroic

Adjectives only apply

To you?

Oh Mr Brown!

Your tenses are all wrong.

The present counts

Not the past,

Oh Mr Brown!

I wish you taught

Maths, History, Science Cooking and Netball

Too.

At least then

I’d enjoy them even

Though I don’t

Understand them,

Either.

*These followings is not in my notes but the teacher taught us too

Free Verse: The poem contains no rhymes at all, but has a steady rhythm to it. No syllables constrain or any other format. – refer to my ‘Rose’ for example or try looking up internet.

Narrative: Like free-verse poem, but can contain rhymes to, which means that the poem has no absolute format or constrains at all. It must be written as description of scenes, places, or stories. Usually is first person or third person. – Somewhat like my ‘New Beginning, Another ending’... you can try looking up internet too~

TEST!

back again! at first, i've only thought that there were 4 more tests... guess whAT? the teacher just told us today that there will be philosophy test on week 9 and english rp2 test on next week - -.... omg! that makes 6 in total! chemistry SPA, CSP CCT3, math CCT3, english RP2, oral presentation summitive, and finally, philosophy logic test - -... ROAR!! screw math and csp... no problem xD! chem = sure-to-kill... english rp2 haven even start choosing a novel to write on... oral presentation = forget about it~ im nvr good at talking wakakaka! philosophy = depend on lucK! wakaka!! dunno why so many tests nowaday - -.... anyway, i and my group have done the chemistry project.. only to find out that we did the whole thing wrong~ so much redo again T - T... SO SAD!!

English~

OLE!! today i received back 3 english assignments at the same time - -.... the first one was damn screwed up. 20/30~! i wanna cry T - T... then came second paper... WAKAKAKA!! 15/20! woohoo! not bad! and TADA!! the last one.. i got 20/25! woohooo! wakakaka! so happy! anyway, i've already handed in all my poems... here's the other 2 =)

My free-verse poem:

Rose

By horde of knights she stood

With glamorous mystique of the Empress

Sinister thorn shall devour

Flesh of all who tries to tarnish,

The beauty of Devil

In her disguise.

A flame one shall fear,

Or be reduced to ashes.

Perishing like a foolish insect,

Incapable of perceiving its fate.

Nevertheless, none could defy Death

Wither away as time goes by

No trace of

Its gracefulness remains.

Worthless it becomes,

As its existence ceases.

Falling off her throne,

Witness by none

But the Earth and Sky.

And here's my sonnets~!!:

Music

Dancing your way through invisible stair

Telling the whole world how charming you are

Pervading over monotonous air,

With a melody none could go on par.

Was woven up with wonted words by some,

Into magical tunes indulged by all.

Let those verses be sung with booze and rum,

Or any elsewhere, keeping all enthralled

Should this mystic voice sooth your somber soul,

Or widen that wound inside your weary heart?

Inducing you to your ultimate goal,

Or shattering your eternal dreams apart

As miraculously as it could be

When that mystic voice is let to roam free

english assignment

hey people - -... i need help~ i need you all to give comments for my poem.. i dun really know how to write one so bear with it (haha xD)

New beginning, another ending

In the past I was a lonely boy.
Sat by the window,
Knew nothing of joy
Unhappy, unloved, unwanted.

Then came spring.
Marks the new beginning
The wind of changes bring.
A girl walked into my life
And save me from myself.
Like a guiding star,
That heals my scar.
A light in the darkness,
That frees me from my sadness.
She said that she's meant to be,
That 'someone' who cares for me.
That girl that taught me 'love',
The person who makes me smile,
The only one that will never makes me cry.

2nd September, the starting of Fall.
Tapping sound on the window pane,
Dancing rhythm of the sorrow rain.
Sitting by the bed,
Where my angel laid like dead.
I wish she could defy fate,
And wake up from this slumber.
I know not what to do,
Nor who should to turn to.
Seconds ticked by,
Where it seems eternal like a lie.

Then it all went wrong:
When her smile goes fading,
And her heart stops beating.
I sit there where my hope ceases,
Like a mirror smash to pieces.
Reality; A blade that cut through my heart,
Leaving my world falling apart.

My tears are nothing in that cruel rain,
My cries are nothing as they go in vain.
My prayers are nothing when God doesn't care,
My life is nothing when you aren't there.
My love is nothing...
When you'll never know.


Composed by Rattanin~!

ROAR!

wahhh T - T... i feel so sad~ i've resumed and continued to update my blog already and now, no one is reading it~ that's just too sad to be true~ nvm! i'll just type it down anyway xD~

Today! My class was isolated! woohoo! at first, there were 7 absentees in my class, suspected to be ill. after the morning temperature taking, 3 more people was sent home, leaving us with 20 people. after continuing the lesson for some time, we realized that most of us are coughing, having runny nose, and bla bla bla (flu-like symptoms)... and then! wooho! our class was isolated! meaning, we were shifted to somewhere deserted (sec4 block, 7th floor where is out of use)... and guess what? we have no need to go for CCAs, Lab activities, afternoon lessons, and etc. for this week! WOOHOO! what could possibly be better than this~ when the deen of student developement announced this to us, we were like "OH YEAH! THANK GOD!" then everyone were cheering (haha, typical thing in ri), and the deen was like "Oh no! I'm so disappointed in you all! Do you know what is my position before i was promoted to my current one? i was the head of CCAs!" then we all burst into laughter~

since today our teachers were informed of our sudden isolation, they weren't really prepared and guess what? MOST of them came late by 20 to 30 min! wakakaka! our lunch is usually from 1.30 to 2.15 and after that we have one more period and the sch ends at 3.15... since we are on isolation, we are not supposed to interact with the others so our lunch were cancelled... T - T.. boohoo!.... JUST JOKING! HAHAHA!! yeah! our lunch were cancelled and we continue with our lesson but we were dismissed at 2.15 instead! HAHAHAHA! anyway, thanks to this gift from god, my deadlines for works are all shifted~!!! woohoo! if not i'd have been rushing work day and night by now (haha)~

Mel's birthday!

well, today i went out to celebrate mel's birthday.. he is my very gd friend =D ! there are a total of 23 people there today (HAHAHA!) and we all went to watch a movie.. guess what? mel do the online booking of 23 tickets xD... we caused alot of commotion when we went in cuz we got really many people there~ after that, we went to have "dinner" (which is my breakfast) and then bowling. AWW!!! i got owned in bowling T o T... my usual ball is 10 or 11 but i cant find the my finger could fit in - -" so i ended up using 12. i ended off with a good one though (haha ^^)... i'm sure-to-lose by then so i try using a ball 14! woohoo! strike! ^o^! after that, we went to play some games (arcade) then go home. i really have lots of fun today haha~ anyway, i just found out that one of my friend, tua, has a sister. His sister looked just like rachel - -"! her name was hong if im not wrong. oh ya! i'm currently angry with rachel! yes! nvr reply my msg for whole day! - -"! remember this well rachel! i'll ask nut to burn down your army wakakkaa~!

back in action!

I'm BACK!!! woohoo~!! (after long slumber) xD .. nothing must to say anyway haha... before the holiday, i've been given a project. along with other 4 members in the group, i'm suppose to come out with a exhibit size max. 1m x 1.5m and a full report on "what make a great civilization" (history)... i'm doing on the persian empire for your info =)... guess what? the total time given was around 2 months and the deadline is on 17/7 friday yea? we started off a week ago! woohoo~!! before the actually day that we must hand up, the exhibit and report is around 50% or less~ the final day itself, i request the whole class to help (HAHAHA).. and HELL YES! we finish 3minutes before the deadline (must hand in between 12.45 to 1.30)~~ xD!

That's the story for my project haha~ (everytime last minute work one)

My next module for english is poetry - -.... ROAR!!! i love it! poem rockz~ but guess what? the teacher announce that at the end of the year, we are suppose to write out 3 poems on our own (graded assignment) - -.... SHIT!!! that's just bad =/

and guess what? as for my PE.. it's swimming T-T... I CANT SWIN FOR NUTS!!- - ... ToT!! of all the sports, swimming is my worst~ (god knows why - -).. anyway, i'm now in the learner's pool seperated from the class (haha~ no shame one)~ the teacher ask people at the learner's pool to quickly come back and join the class as soon as we got enuff confidence... i was like.. "dun worry sir, we will stay here forever~" xD! haha~!

Lastly! all my ccas will resume next week ToT! which that would make me go home late everyday~ (cuz i got ncc on monday and wednesday, CSP on tuesday and thursday, infocomm on friday)... THAT'S JUST TOO SAD THE BE TRUE! T - T!! anyway, i came across this book (get from my friend xD) titled 'Percy Jackson' written by Rick Riordan.. i found it quite interesting... it's about a boy who is a demigod (son of Poseidon) ... the story base is that all greek myths existed, just that we human do not know. There are 4 series in total i reckoned... try reading it if you can find~ =D also, even though it's still too early, Happy Birthday Jia Wei~~! it's on the 20th yea? and oh yes, i've scored 14/15 for my lastest history test =) second in class~

The Last Christmas

The Last Christmas

I was sitting in my room, recalling my memories. It had already been a year since that incident but I had yet to be forgiven. Still, that girl was giving me a cold shoulder. I stared at myself in the mirror, disgusted. I hated myself for everything I had done even up until now. I could neither undo the past nor atone for my sin. I looked out the window. It was snowing just like that day - the day I ruined my life with my very own hand. I still remembered the day the nightmare began - 18^th of December, one week before Christmas.

“Hey! Zack! Wait for me!” a voice came from behind. I looked back and saw a girl running towards me. She was not outstanding from the other girls; normal-looking, average in studies and fair in sports. Even though, I truly loved her. Her smiles never fail to cheer me up when I am sad. Well, she was my girlfriend and her name is Snow. She caught up with me, panting, and gave me a dry smile. I padded her head and kissed her gently on her forehead. Her face went as red as a Rudolf’s nose. I laughed lightly before taking her hand and walked her home.

On the way to her house, I asked if she wants to go and watch a movie. She turned me down, saying that it was already her curfew and she needs to be home. I accepted her reason and let her off with it. At that time, I had never thought that it would be the last time I had her by my side…

After sending her home, I went around the town looking for a suitable Christmas present for Snow. I spent long time looking for a present but to no avail. I saw down on a bench along a street, exhausted. I looked around me. The town was covered in white with snow. It reminded me of my ‘mission’. Despite my weary legs, I continued in search for the present for my ‘snowy’ girlfriend.

Finally, I chose a bouquet of roses made of crystal for Snow. Its barely-visible colour made it look like ice but when it was shined with light, the colours glowed as if it was being brought back to life after its long slumber. I grinned in satisfactory as I left the shop, guessing what would Snow’s reaction be when I gave this to her. Will she like it? I held the flower close to myself gingerly. Its charming beauty ensured me that Snow would love it without doubt.

On my way home while I was threading my way through the crowd, trying hard not to damage the present, I saw a teenager around my age, standing by a pole. He looked very familiar to me. I went to have a closer look of him and realized that he is Keyd, my forever best friend. We grew up together like brothers. Keyd is popular among girls but for some unknown reason, he is still single. He seemed to be waiting for someone. I assumed that he is secretly dating someone without telling me! How evil of him! I hid myself and observed him. After some time, a figure came running towards him. I recognized it at once. It was Snow.

Why is Snow here? She is supposed to be at home! Why did she have to lie to me to come and meet Keyd? Many questions came into my mind but I could only come up with an answer. Snow is being unfaithful to me.

I felt as if the whole world was falling apart. I dropped the crystal-roses which shattered into countless of unrecognizable pieces on the icy floor. Tears which I thought that they had dried up long time ago since I met snow were now flowing out uncontrollably. I closed my eyes and faced up, trying to prevent my tears from gushing out. So I am a fool who knew nothing all these times right? I burst into insane laughter. Only that it was not for joy, but for my pathetic fate. How could they do this to me? I looked as the snows descend from the sky. I watched Keyd and Snow in despair as they disappeared into the sea of faces.

The next day, I did not go to school. I was in my worst shape due to lacking of sleep and crying the whole night. My father used to teach me that a man should not shed tear not matter what happens. Still, it could not be helped. To think that I was betrayed by the two people I trusted the most; Keyd and Snow, the pain is just unbearable. The ringing of my hand phone broke the silence.

The caller ID showed ‘Snowy Honey’. I grimaced and threw my hand phone away without holding back. It hit the wall hard with a loud ‘bang’ and it went dead, breaking into several pieces. I cared little about it and dozed off out of exhaustion.

I was woken up some time later by the doorbell. I forced myself out of bed and dragged myself drowsily to the door. I was unaware of who the visitors were. Upon opening the door, the blood within me went wild with rage. I managed to remain composed and confronted my unwelcomed guests, Keyd and Snow.

Before I could say anything, Snow ran to me and held my hand.

“Are you alright, Zack? Why didn’t you come to school today?” Snow asked. “Did you receive calls from me today?” She looked at me with genuine concern.

I freed my hand from hers. “I’m perfectly fine. Just get out of my house right now and don’t ever step here again.” My voice was cold and grave. It was hurtful to say those cruel words to Snow though.

“B-but why?” her voice was shaking as if she would break down any moment. “Did I do something wrong?” Her eyes were turning red.

“You did nothing wrong, Snow,” I said sarcastically with a smile on my face. “Lying to me about the curfew and going out with Keyd isn’t wrong at all. It’s my fault that I have not realized it earlier.”

“She’s just asking me to help her choose a present for you!” Keyd protested. Don’t get her wrong, Zack!”

“Well, just cut those lies out. Just get out of my house will do,” I said. Nothing sounded plausible to me anymore at that time. I was overwhelmed by my emotions. I turned back and started walking back into the house.

“No! Please, Zack! Don’t do this to me!” Snow pleaded as she hugged me, crying out loud. Seeing my girlfriend in her most pathetic state was really excruciating. I grimaced and looked away before shoving her off, intending to free myself but I ended up pushing her too hard. She fell on the ground, her leg bleeding. She was scratched by the steps. Her blood was clearly visible on the white snow. I was taken aback for a second before I understand the situation.

“Snow!” I yelled. I rushed to her to see if she is alright. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to hurt you…” She stared at me incredulously in terror, shivering. I tried to help her up but she refused to take me hand. Keyd ran over and helped Snow up to her feet. He pushed me away and stared at me despise.

“If that’s what you want Zack, then farewell.” said Keyd with absolute coldness in his words. He carried Snow and left the house without looking back at me. Only then, then I realized what have I just done. I hurt my most precious person and my best friend. Since that day onwards, I never had a proper conversation with them.

I regretted for everything I have done on that day. I could not go back to the past. Because of my mistake, I had lost Keyd and Snow. If only I was not foolish enough to get carried away by jealousy and anger, I would have understood them and accept their reason and would not be blaming myself like this.

I smiled to myself as I looked at the photo we used to take together. Tears rolled down to my cheeks. I really missed my days with them. I sighed and kept it into a photo album. “Everything… is over.”