The Inconvenient Truth...

HAHAHA!!! see the title... sounds like the moviie that promotes environmental friendly yeah? sry but no! wakakak!! it is actually something that i have just realise... let's make it simple.

BHPS Musical is on Next Next Tuesday on the 7th of April 2009.

i have just realised...

My ncc camp feast at the ncc headquarter is on Next Next Monday & Tuesday from 6th to 7th of April 2009.

clear enough!? OMG!! IT CRASHES!!! DAMNED!!! HAHAHA!!!...
Fortunately, i will be dismissed from my camp at 520 from Amoy Quee Camp in yio chu kang and will be taken back to my sch again to do a proper dismissal for my own ncc unit and it will be like 6+ by the time everything end...! the musical starts at 630. i still need to go home, get myself change, skip my lovely dinner, throw all my camping stuff home 1st, and rush to victoria theatre. CRAP!! i will be late without fail.. T - T... sad sia..! and if i go late, it means that i wont be able to change my seat! UGH!!!.. (SFX : {Song: How could this happen to me - Simple Plan})... nvm! forget it! my luck is so damn great! eternal damnation! wakakaka!

Reminder~

Hey! ppl.. it's going to be a bhps musical soonnnn~ yeahhh~ (clap clap)>o<~!!

anyway, today was crap- -... i just receive my marks for geo. assessment... HAHAHAHA!!!! 14 and a half / 24!! eternal damnation- -... and guess what? this sucky almost-failed score got 3rd in class... wakakaka! screwed up da whole class >o<~!! some more updates about my results~~ history test 15 and a half / 20.... half more mark to GPA 4 - -... sad! tmr will be da submission of my science experimental project full report... omg! that's impossible... my experiment FAILED!! F-A-I-L-E-D!! and i dun have the values to put in sadly - -... anyway, im faking the whole things up xD! let's hope i pass it haha >o<~!!

btw, two days ago i injured my knee T - T... cant walk for awhile!! i went to see acupuncturist ystd... well, as hurts as hell wa~ - -... anyway, it's getting real lots better now! yeahhh~ >o<~! also, special side-note to chang wing yan-o-... FIND ME A BETTER NAME!!! No rubbish bin, no 'keeper'! that one i anyhow say one! think of a decent name for me! T - T~!!

story~!

This is what i wrote for my short-story writing... it is supposed to be under 600words but i ended up writing almost 1k- -... too bad~ dun expect too much from it cuz english is my worst subject and this is just a draft written in impromptu!

Bloody Christmas

Hiding behind the door, I watched as the vice-chairman of the wood-importing company, the ‘Greenwood Cooperation’ went into the room. Just as he entered, his face was clearly twisted with disgust by the scene of the chairman’s lifeless body in front of him before breaking into hysterical scream. I grinned in satisfaction before fading away, out of the building…

Let me introduce myself. My name is Night Wisher. I used to be like a normal teenager who had a warm family and led a comfortable life. Everything was ruined on that fateful day when my father who was at that time the chairman of the Greenwood Cooperation was swindled and fell into the state of bankruptcy by a swindler who now took over my father’s position as the chairman. My father’s assistance, the vice-chairman, knew all about this but chose to keep it silent as he feared that the current chairman might force him out of his job.

Soon after, out of desperation, my father shot himself to death. My beloved mother followed him a year after, leaving me with my older twin brother, Day, to survive in this cruel word by ourselves. In order for me to be able to go to school, Day dropped off to find a job to cover the expenses of my education. Ironically, he chose to work in that company that used to be belonged to our father, reasoning that there might be a chance for us to have our revenge.

An hour ago, I was hiding in the chairman’s room. I managed to sneak in by disguising as Day in his Santa Clause suit. Day himself was distributing the promoting gifts of the company, a small hand-knife with a wooden handler in a wooden box with a word ‘Merry Christmas’ crafted on it nicely, at the town square.

It was Christmas and the chairman had announced a half-day-work. This left the chairman alone in the building at evening as he stayed back to complete a funding project for the company. It was such a perfect chance to get our revenge.

As he entered the room, blood inside me was raging with anger and excitement. I stealthily approached him from behind before pinning him onto the ground and shutting his mouth up with a piece of cloth. He struggled hard frantically, but to no avail. I took out the hand-knife that had been given out by the company. I knelt down beside him, playing with the knife in my hand as he watched in horror and despair. I gave him a wide ominous grin before finishing up my job…

Just like what the plan, the fake letter that I send to the vice-chairman pretending to be the chairman to lure him out worked well. After I wiped off all the bloody on the knife, I put it back neatly into the box that came along with it before sliding it into my pocket and hid behind the door just before my lovely guinea pig stepped into the room. The sight of the chairman tied up in a position as if he was pleading for mercy with his eyes and tongue extracted sent the vice-chairman into incoherent screaming.

Some time later, I was running through the crowd to the square where my brother was suppose to be. At this point of time, I had already changed back into my own casual clothing. I craned my neck around and found Day still on his job. He noticed my and beckoned there. I passed him the box that contained the ‘weapon of crime’ under that thick and long sleeve that Day was wearing which he later mix it with the other boxes and distributed it away.

Just when I was about to leave, the siren ,which often came along with bad news, echoed from a distance. It was an ambulance. Day and I looked at each other and chortled. After recovering from that, I waved at him before disappearing into the crowd and headed straight home.

When Day got home that evening, I was running my fingers deftly through the keys on the piano. It was the only thing our father left for us along with this house. My recital overwhelmed the entire house, filling every corner with life. It was a heart-striking song which I played on every of our parents’ death anniversaries.

As I finished with the final note of the song, I turned back and faced my brother. He gave me a warm smile and returned into his room without saying a word. I followed him in. He took out an elegant diary from his table. It was silver and red in colour and has a keyhole on the cover. Day took out an ancient-looking key from his necklace which he always wears it around and unlocked the diary with it. He gingerly opened it as though it was very fragile and delicate. He flipped through the pages and stopped at one of them. He started writing a new entry. It read:

“Dear Father,

We have finally avenged for you, mother, and our family. The sinner that had ruined our family had received his judgment and not to mention about that selfish fellow who refused to tell the truth for his own sake had had what he deserved. Thanks to them, we have realized the cruelty of this world and understand what was human nature really was like and their true colours.

Please help us to tell mother how much we loved her. We really missed you two, for you are beloved to us. Good night, our dearest father.

With love,

Day & Night"

Just another normal day~

WAHHH!! I just realize that this song really suit me T - T... it's a thai song so i guess i'll just translate it myself haha - - (sry for my bad language).
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Song: มาทีหลัง (Come Later) by เล้าโลม (Lao Loam)

When I ask where are you going... you said that I'm pestering you.
Please don't be angry darling... it's just because I care.
I know that I have no right to act like how I am; caring too much about you.
But do not remind me again... for I'm already dying even for now.

*I know... that he is your important person.
I know... that I'm just a substitution.
I know I don't have the right to but my thoughts always slip away.
Hate how it is this way; the more I run, the further it is away from getting over you.

**I know that the person who came later does not have the right to hope to be 'No.1'.
This is just an emotion that has no ending to it.
You and that person... no matter what, you will never cease to love him.
The person who came later... can you please tell him how to let it go?

When you are kind to me... I misunderstand it.
Thinking that you might love me... and break up with that person.
But when you are with him... your existence became oblivious as you fade away.
Couldn't call even when I wanted to... what exactly am I to you?

(*,**,**)

Could you please tell him... how to let it go..
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update on my results

wakakaka!! im so damn happy... remember my group writing work which my team members refused to do and i ended up solo-ing..? woohoo!! i got 23/30!! second in da class!! wakakak i so pro... also math CCT1 was great! i got second in class also with the score of 29/30! whee~!! for my chinese special programme CCT1, i got full mark!! wakakak!!!! sadly one of my math project i only got 11/15 =/... the rest was great~!! woohoo><..!! yeah! anyway, my tradegy does not end here yet! i got 2 projects to finish within the holidays... it might seem easy but guess what? this holiday = sat and sun + one more whole week a total of 5 weekdays and 4 weekends... WOW!! all my holiday on the weekdays ARE taken away by all the cAMPS!!! i got NCC camp from mon to wed and then info com club cam from wed to fri which actually crashes- -... forget about the crashing of date first. the problem is 5 days of my holiday is gone~ and camp is worst than going to sch cuz you cant do your work in camps... HELL YES!! thanks to my god-like luck, im left with 4 days to complete my 2 beloved projects - -... omg!! and guess what? one of them i creating a blog/powerpoint slide to educate people who does not know chinese about CHINESE CALIGRAPHY!!! WTF!!! OMFG!! i myself cant even do - -".... the teacher expect me to do!? WTH!?!?! well, im DEAD!! T^T... damn sad ... still looking forward to a better day ahead xD><~~!*

DAMN!!

wahhh T^T... today is damn!! DAMNED!!! ETERNAL DAMNATION!!! WTHHHHH!?... start off with morning... guess what? I WOKE UP LATE!!! as da result, i skipped my breakfast and went to sch T^T... im dying of hungerr~ i also missed da damn bus but got in sch on time somehow (haha)

during lunch, i came down to da canteen late and must wait for the endless queue in front of me before finally getting my food~ ole!... after im done with it, omg! i am going to be late for the next class so i raced towards my block... wow! it was raining... heck care! i chong all da way until my block but my misfortune doesn't end here... the moment i set my foot on the stairs to my block, i slipped! woohoo~ i flew off da stairs with a loud thud- -... i landed on my hip (woohoo! still got luck- -) but my arm was slammed to the edge of the steps... DAMN!!!! T^T.... i got some bruises on my arm after that - -.... damn lucky sia.. when i returned to class (just in time~), i realised that my phone is dead... - -. DEAD!!! OMG!! 1/3 of the screen is spoiled... BLACK!! pitch black~ wow... suai sia...

after sch... guess what? i was still raining.. fine! i walked all da way to da bus stop only to see the promising scene again... my bus went off right in front of me! WTH!!!! KNN LERR!!! im damn sure that someone must have cursed me today - -.... ugh! the only good thing about today is the announcement that this friday the school will be cancelled... wooohooo~!!! yeah!

FINALLY!!

HAHAHA!! after nvr write fer so long!! I'VE RETURNED!! woohoo!! so much damn work T^T... aww!! nvm... let's forget about that xD~!! anyway, i cant think of anything to write leh - -"... too much things that i dunno where to start so i think i'll just keep it tur myself xD ><... tmr is my daugther's birthday!! woohoo~ sry lin, but your birthday is on monday and today im confined to my room - -"... so i guess i'll try to make up for it later~ (such a respondsible father wakakakaka)... kay~ i guess i have nothing more to write alreadyT^T, i'll be going off now~ still got some work waiting for me~ woohoo!! im returning to stupid nerdy world ><... c'ya! xD